Coming home from school that dark winter day so long ago, I was filled with excitement of having the weekend off.But I was 1 into stillness by what I saw.Mother, seated at the far end of the sofa, 2, with the second-hand green typewriter on the table.She told me that she couldn’t type fast and then she was out of work.My shock and embarrassment(尴尬)at finding mother in tears was a perfect proof of how 3 I understood the pressure on her.Sitting beside her on the sofa, I began very 4 to understand.“I guess we all have to 5 something,” Mother said quietly.I could 6 her pain and tension(紧张)of 7 the strong feelings that were interrupted by my arrival.Suddenly, something inside me 8.I reached out and put my arms around her.She broke then.She put her face 9 my shoulder and sobbed.I held her 10 and didn’t try to talk.I knew I was doing what I should, what I could 11 it was enough.At that moment, feeling mother’s 12 with feelings, I understood for the first time her being so easy to 13.She was still my mother, 14 she was something 15:a person like me, capable of fear and 16 and failure.I could feel her pain as she must have felt mine on a thousand occasions(场合)when I sought 17 in her arms.
A week later, Mother took a job selling dry goods at half the salary the radio station 18.“It’s a job I can do, though, ” she said simply.But the evening practice on the old green typewriter continued.I had a very 19 feeling now when I passed her door at night and heard her tapping 20 across the paper.I knew there was something more going on there than a woman learning to type.